Of all the readings we did this
semester, the reading by Powers and William on depth in this busy world was my
favorite. Trying to juggle all the balls I keep in the air (work, school,
motherhood, being a wife, taking care of myself, being a friend, being a
daughter, volunteering, etc.) daily is a real struggle. Even now I’m typing
this on the floor of the bathroom, while my daughter takes a bath, and dinner
finishes in the crock pot. Like the example of stopping at a stop sign, I
thought about all the tasks I do throughout the hours, weeks, days, that I get
done purely based on habit, reaction (things like getting ready in the morning,
driving to work, my morning routine to get organize to start my day, etc.) Then
I thought about all the things that I do that I stop and take in. The things in
my day that really “flood my consciousness with thoughts and feelings” as the
article put it, and I must admit that list is much shorter (coming home from
work and getting that first big hug from my daughter after a long day, hugs and
prayers before bed, and holding her hand as she falls asleep, and especially
our time watching movies on Saturday nights). The most recent moment that I had
lately that Ï enjoyed most as it unfolded and that I will treasure for the rest
of my life was going to see the live action Beauty and the Beast with my mother
and daughter. It was something that I experienced so deeply. Beauty and the
Beast was a movie that my mom and I always watched as a kid, and getting to
share that moment with my mom on one side and my daughter on the other was an
incredibly emotional experience for me. I particularly like the like in the
article “every life has the potential to be lived deeply” and it was a real wakeup
call reading that most of the things that we do that keep us busy aren’t things
that we have to do, but things we choose to do, because it’s so true!
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