MEDIA BINGE AND FAST:
My first call of action for this experiment was to think of
all different kinds of medias I use each and every day. Even though I am not a huge social media
person, I quickly realized that I depended on media so much more than I thought.
In this thought process of narrowing it down to the technology and medias I use
daily, I had to focus on binging and expanding as well as completely cutting
myself off front it and fasting. The social medias I continually use on my
phone and computer in my daily life is Facebook, Pinterest, Snapchap, and
GroupMe. These two devices are also a huge source of communication between the
groups and clubs I am involved in on campus, and provide as a source for
researching and completing assignments for classes. Before I begin explaining
my experiences with the media binge and fast, I first want to dig deeper into
what a depth experience really is. Many see depth experiences as big moments in
your life that remind you what the meaning of life really is. But I’m here to
say that depth experiences can occur through media and the Internet also. You
might make unforgettable memories or experience once in a lifetime experiences
through media and technology. But throughout this week I am experimenting with
my dependence and reliance with media.
From Sunday through Tuesday this
week I cranked up my use of technology up as notch. The adventure began when I
downloaded three new apps on my phone and made two new accounts to social
medias I was not affiliated with before; such as Twitter and Instagram. On an
average day, I just listen to Pandora while walking to classes, but choosing to
people watch or talk to the person next to me over looking at my phone and
constantly checking social media. So making this change was a difficult habit
to embrace. I instantly realized how isolated I felt while looking down instead
of straight ahead. I didn’t feel like I
was connecting with my surroundings and didn’t have much time for thinking on
my own. I felt as if I never had time to myself; that my mind was constantly
moving from one thing to the other. I am very much an introvert, so feeling
like I never had time to myself and time to contemplate my day was very
exhausting. By the end of Wednesday, I
had formed a great urge to be looking at my phone all the time and grew more
and more antsy when not looking at it.. I would definitely say I became
addicted to checking social media constantly by Tuesday just within those few
days.
Even though I consider myself outside the realm of the
average college students use of social media, I still fall short when being
completely cut off. From Wednesday to Friday, I did my Media Fast. From going
to one extreme to another, I felt extremely awkward and uncomfortable when not
looking at my phone; especially when walking to class. I immediately realized
that I was becoming more aware of my surrounding. I felt like I was apart of
this world rather than the outside world being apart of my own world. Just from
not listening to music while walking to class, I didn’t feel like I was in my
own little world. Also, while being headphone-free I didn’t feel like I was in
auto-pilot while completing a task or walking to class. When I mean
“auto-pilot” I mean that I was not mindlessly going through the same routine as
always and putting no thought to it. I enjoyed using that time while walking to
class to think and pray about the day to come. I discovered that I had a lot
more time on my hands than I had though previously to this experiment. I also
discovered that my sleeping pattern had increasingly improved since I began
this media fast. I fell asleep much faster at night and did not feel constantly
tired during the day. By the end of the fasting experiment, I was connecting
with those who I walked past by making eye contact and smiling at them. To my
pleasant surprise, I truly did enjoy this time of taking a break from all
things social media and technology in general. In taking this little break, I
had a chance to clear my mind and take a step back.
Overall, I really do appreciate the media and how it affects
our lives everyday. It provides more ways to communicate with the people around
us. In doing this experiment, from one extreme to another, I can now see how
much the different medias affect our lives and how society depends on it.
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